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Honestly, right now I feel like I've just been shat out of the belly of the beast after the long and painful digestion which has characterised my whole life until this point.
Sometimes I have difficulty reconciling the cold truth that nobody is coming to save me and they never will and all I have is myself to rely on with Anarchist beliefs. I suppose it's just part of the overidentification with utopian fantasies while I struggle to reclaim the shattered fragments of my traumatised psyche. It would make much more sense for me to lean right wing because I view the world as unsafe and people as fundamentally dangerous. I suppose I should be thankful that humanity is not one of those positions that I have reasoned myself into.
Tonight and beyond not covered for hotel
No funds for food
#Disabled #Indigenous #Brown #Latina family needs help surviving #homelessness
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My severe #claustrophobia is caused by #cptsd as prisoners got better treatment than I did as a kid.
#tourettes causes a lot of pain if you don't understand how to manage it. I suppressed my tics all the time out of shame, and fear from watching how my dad treated my mother. If you do that all the time, you're in immense pain.
He thought I was faking so he took everything from me. I was alone, with nothing to do, and could never leave either.
So this came up in my feed. It's about #Brainfog and talks about how in complex trauma for a child, cortisol is released, then natural opioids, that help the child dissociate. Then as an adult apparently if you go through something your brain thinks is the same you get the brain fog.
#Cptsd #ptsd #psychology
Brain Fog is not just a lack of mental clarity. For many, it's a surviva...
https://youtube.com/shorts/grmvW-wqrHs
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I am a struggling person looking to form (or find) a serious crisis network with others focused on dealing with serious life struggles for the outcasted and discriminated of us.
Please DM me for more details if your interested, am always available and in need!
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Help #Disabled #Indigenous #Brown #Latina family, #homeless
$190 Past Due Hotel
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I feel myself slipping out of a week-long emotional flashback today. I awoke with more clarity, I got good sleep, and could face talking with my teammate face to face about what has been happening. During my workout today, I was focused on my body and not my mind.
But also I began to climb out of it because I finally recognized I was in it. The Inner Critic was being far too loud, and I began realizing I needed to do my steps.
I am having a flashback.
I am safe.
...
And it worked. It doesn't look like it will work when I am in the flashback, but it did.
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Help #Disabled #Indigenous #Brown #Latina family, #homeless
$190 Past Due Hotel
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Hotel not covered Sunday night (04/20) and beyond!
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Got therapy this morning, thankfully. Had a BAD evening on Monday; pretty upset and shaky from a big trigger I'm still processing. This sucks so much. Part of me wishes I could go back to suppressing all this stuff, even though I know that's not healthy, or how anything works.
ICE is there, accosting anyone brown. Family in danger of being put on street. Temp in car in 90s, which is deadly. It's illegal to be w/o shelter.
Help #Indigenous #Brown #Latina family survive being #homeless
$190 Past Due Hotel
$1024 Covers all Bills
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#SabiLewSounds is disabled 24/7 caretaker for #elderly mom w/ #dementia & #ESA #bunny; multidisciplinary #artist & #musician; #mentalhealth & #disability #advocate
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Disabled Latina family, homeless
Tonight not covered for hotel!!!!
$190 Past Due Hotel
$1024 Covers all Bills
$1274 All Needs
KOFI/PP SabiLewSounds
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